Senandung Sunyi

Setelah mengguyur hujan dari pagi hingga siang, langit malam hari ini sungguh cerah. Awan putih terlihat menggantung seperti gumpalan kapas yang ditiupkan ke langit. Dibaliknya puluhan bintang berkerumun riuh berkelap-kelip gemerlap nan jernih. Penjelajah yang kehilangan kompas ini seperti dijemput puluhan pengawal dengan kereta kencana laksana putri yang tersesat di hutan terpisah oleh para dayang. Ia seperti menemukan kawan lama yang selama ini menemani dan membantunya mengarungi waktu, melindunginya dari ketersesatan, membantunya menemukan tujuan. Seperti penjelajah dengan kompas. Seperti putri dengan para pengawal dan dayang. Penjelajah yang satu ini menggantungkan harapan dan impian kepada bintang-bintang. (Tuesday, 18 June 2013)

Soulmate Must Be Proven

She is tired Can't talk to you dunno what happen Can't open a conversation to you dunno why always happening Feel all her attitude were wrong Can't be herself who really her Can't show her personality just like her Can't let herself feel free to express the truly her Do you feel the same, don't you? She is: Confusing Wondering Questioning Hating Blaming Misunderstanding Self-Fighting, why? If only she knew why She'll find the solution faster than the Antelopes running You two are not inanimate objects You two are not mannequins You two are alive And she loves talking and she loves interacting and she loves sharing You two neither have the ability nor can do the telepathy Wait wait wait... Ah, I know! She is... Hmm.. I will not tell you You go find the answer, gentleman Find her map and read it, closely. (Tuesday, 24 April 2012 at 2:58 am)

The Sun of The Moon

One day suddenly I realized
'tis sun has energized me.
When it rise, smilling to me.
Its heat has fused with the wind
slowly blowing surround my body
so gentle so warm
embrace my waist with its leg.
I don't wanna leave
unable to step over the time.
So quiet so peaceful
'till I can only hear the blowing sound
kissing my ears until I fall asleep.
I'm so happy.
'Tis warm has touched my chest
leaving my head in nowhere.


Another day I wake up
only can see the darkness.
I light the candle but still dark.
Then a spotlight quickly come to where I stand
passing me without glancing to my face
think that I'm not exist.
The darkness back.
I feel cold shivering and freezing
falling down to the ground.
Suddenly think it's start raining,
warm raining.
No, I was wrong. I'm crying.
The tears begin flowing falling missing continuously
but I remain in silent
in silent I cry
because I saw the sun has gone away
didn't know who I am.


In that day I remember
I was just dreaming.
Because forever,
The Sun and The Moon can't be together
hand in hand through the days in year.

Who knows best? | OR | Fight for the... worst? best?

If Thou want to know if there's anyone in the house, knock it or push the doorbell!
If Thou want to know if there's a life in the house, say hello!
If Thou want Thou presence be recognize by the host, introduce Thou self!
If Thou want the host got the point of Thou message, tell she orally!

The host will never know if Thou just stand up in front of the door.
The host will not open the door if she did not know who's coming.
The host will consider Thou as a stranger or villain.
But the worst, the host will never realized Thou existence, Thou presence!

Live Thou life and let the host lives she life.
Thou get up to Thou and the host must get up to she.
Don't be mad if Thou lost she because Thou let she go.
Thou must choose; Thou knows well but time knows best.

The most valid messenger is Thou's cavum orale.
The most clear television is Thou's gli occhi.
The most right compass is Thou's cuore.
And the most wonderful of The Almighty's creation is Thou's amore.

Thou decide.

(Saturday, May 14, 2011 at 02.00 am)

The Invisible Cage

M-I-S-S-Y-O-U
I-M-I-S-S-Y-O-U
B-U-T-W-H-A-T-C-A-N-I-D-O-?
T-I-S'-L-I-F-E-I-S-S-U-C-K
S-U-C-K-F-U-C-K-I-N'-S-U-C-K
W-H-E-R-E-A-R-E-Y-O-U-M-Y-F-R-E-E-D-O-M?
I-C-A-N'-T-F-I-N-D-Y-O-U-E-I-T-H-E-R-O-W-N-Y-O-U
W-A-L-L-S-B-O-R-D-E-R-I-N-G-M-Y-L-I-F-E
F-R-E-E-D-O-M-H-E-Y-M-Y-F-R-E-E-D-O-M-W-H-E-R-E-A-R-E-Y-O-U-?
S-H-O-U-L-D-I-K-I-D-N-A-P-I-N-G-Y-O-U-?
O-R-G-R-A-B-Y-O-U-F-R-O-M-T-H-A-T-V-I-L-L-A-I-N-?
W-H-A-T-T-H-E-H-E-L-L-C-R-E-A-T-U-R-E-A-R-E-T-H-A-T-?
S-O-D-A-M-N-F-U-C-K-I-N'-H-A-S-S-E-P-A-R-A-T-I-N-G-Y-O-U-F-R-O-M-M-E
Y-O-U-B-R-O-K-E-M-Y-H-E-A-R-T,-M-Y-M-I-N-D,-M-Y-S-O-U-L
B-R-I-N-G-S-O-R-R-O-W-I-N-T-O-M-Y-L-I-F-E
G-I-V-E-M-Y-F-R-E-E-D-O-M-B-A-C-K-!

Lara ku Terhempas Tersapu Angin

Duri. Air mata.
Menusuk. Mengalir.
Tajam, menyayat, perih, sakit.
Pedih, pedih, pedih....
Lirih, lirih, lirih....
Lemah meski kuat, rapuh meski kokoh.

Tonggak dan rasa
Mana Ia harus pilih?

Ia pilih tonggak, tapi rasa Ia duka, lara tak terperi. Bohongi ruh sendiri.
Ia pilih rasa, tapi Ia tak boleh. Tak ada perundingan.

Hati Ia luka, rapuh, runtuh ketegaran.
Lemah tak beraga.
Ia sedih tak terperi, ingin segera lari.
Hilang selamanya.
Ia ingin lupa tak tengok kebelakang.
Remuk redam rasa Ia.

Tak terkatakan. Tak tergambarkan.
Hancur lebur tersapu angin.

Ia hanya ingin tahu semua yang tersembunyi.
Ia hanya ingin pasti apa yang terjadi.
Jangan tutupi!
Takkan mengerti!
Ia tak berani duga-duga.
Jelaskan! Jelaskan! Jelaskan!

Selamat tinggal. Ia pergi tak kembali.
Sampaikan rindu pada angin lalu.

Balada Pesona

Dear Pesona
Taklukan aku jika kau suka
Curilah aku jika kau cinta

Hanya memandang ku akan diam
Hanya dipendam ku kan melayang
Terenggut dendang rayu Sang Pujangga

Dear Pesona
Melodi jantungmu berbicara
Irama nafasmu pun senada

Sesal tak datang diawal
Cemburu tak kenal akal
Sakit hati pun kian menjalar

Wahai Pesona
Cinta ini tak punya kaki
Tak bisa pindah dari lubuk hati

Jika kau tau kau ada hati
Sapalah aku Sang Dewi Pagi
Kan kuberi cinta kasihku ini
Sejuta macam nikmat sorgawi

(Tuesday, Oct 19th, 2010 at 11.55 pm)

Asa Rasa Hampa

Banyak tanah bertopeng di lembah sunet
Akirba. Du. Kondita. Krudila. Mala. Suvita.
Skimitar tergenggam erat di balik punggung
Bersiap-siap untuk merobek asa rasa hampa

Ciumlah ruh itu wahai sang petualang!
Menyengat, sesak, tajam
Memaksa bahagia berlari mengejar cahaya
Nurani memudar merasuk ke dalam asa rasa hampa

Asa rasa hampa
Asa dan Rasa dan Hampa

Wahai Malia, Kua
Hinalah cermin itu yang memantulkan rupa
Dewa-dewi berpaling muka sambil melantunkan karma
Menari bergelora menyambut asa rasa hampa

Tidurlah tanpa nyawa
Terbuai asap kabut nirwana
Mengemis telanjanglah kepada Sang Tuan Maha Raya
Dan pandanglah dengan tawa,

nafasNya melempar tanah hingga kaldera asa rasa hampa.

(Thursday, October 14th, 2010 at 8.35 pm)

Puisi buat Irenne

We met almost two years ago
in the awkwardness,
don't know each other.

We thought that we are in tune
after opened the conversation
and followed the lectures together.

Now we must separated from you
one-half years before our goal comes true,
the graduation day.

It was sudden, too sudden.
Feel powerless to ask the tears stop flowing,
but we must be wise to face the truth.

We believe in this bond
So we'll keep it lasting forever
in our mind and heart.

You are still our friend,
the best from the most best.
Wherever you stand we are always there behind you.

Give you the power
to conquer all the challenges
and see you get the trophy.

Bye-bye our beloved friend.
This farewell greeting is just for awhile.
Promise to us if we will meet again someday.

(Thursday, March 11, 2010 at 02.25 am)

Four seasons

Hi, Azure!
Do not hide the bouquet of white roses from me
Show me and Earth will change them into the rosy one
Or Moon will keep the sun hide in the east all day.
I dare you!


Welcome, Azure!
Help me to find the way
I cannot open the heaven's gate by my hands
Heavy to pull, but light to push.
I dare you!


Goodbye, Azure!
It's too long for the Glacier waiting the Iceberg melted
Without sunlight and the wind gust
Neither winter nor summer between spring and fall.
I love you!

(Monday, March 8th, 2010 at 11.55 pm)

Learn to understand

Star feels made wrong decision
has been chosen Volley.
Doubt to the feeling.

Initially thinks that is fair and pure
Eventually realizes that is just a passion and shallow.
Yes or No, True or False?

Star keep walking
Let the time judge,
'til it gives Star the key to open Pandora.

If Yes, it will last forever.
If No, it will vanish trice.
Tricky like an enigma.

If True, Volley will vary.
If False, Star will give a strawberry.
Coaly like cloudy, ablaze like sweltering.

(Monday, Feb 15th, 2010 at 01.15 a.m)